Wow its been a while since i wrote on here... and my last blog still stands true, but i dont know what to do, he is just all cought up with his past and doesnt get how much it hurts me. I know he still loves her and i know there is nothing i can do, but he should make up his mind if he wants to be with someone who doesnt want him or to be with someone who cares about him more than life it self. I've fallen inlove with a guy who might never love me back :( and just knowing that the person i love hearts in another place just hurts. All i do is stress about it and cry my self to sleep almost every night, because he just doesnt know how to let go of something that hurts him, like what am i suppose to do? All i want from him is to let go of her and starts something new with me... but i guess he just doesnt understand :( and ryan if you ever read this i hope you get the hint, or i hope this hits you up the side of the head to make you realize what we have might not be there by the time you decide what you want, im tired of cryin, im tired of seeing you heart over something you CANT have, and if you dont figure shit out i dont know what i want to do with you, cause i cant be with someone who;s heart is with someone else... im sorry its just so hard...
I care about you alot Ryan and i hope you realize that sometime soon...
Jess
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