Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Can't Bet The Good Times

Hey everyone!, im in the best mood of my life and nothing can change that right now.

I found my prince charming and I hope it lasts a long time, Ryan you make me feel so happy when im around you, you take away all the bad, And i hope you like me as much as i like you...

Saturday, June 21, 2008

*Sigh*

And thats the way the cookie cracks

Man last night was the worst night of my life. like what happened to you boys, what happened the the group?

I just wish it would all go back to the old times when we all where friends and were all happy man, i HATE CHANGE! this shit makes me cry all the time lookin back to when we were all friends to now nothing but hate and violence.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

FedUp

Thats the way the cookie is made...

FUCK DO YOU GUYS PISS ME OFF! the next time someone calls me a man or says im manly or fuckin makes fun of me because i like girls they are seriously getting a punch in the face, im fuckin sick and tired of it, that oh im to butched or oh Jess doesnt like cock she likes the toco's, its called fuck the right off!!!! i am not a fuckin man an im not butch and who gives to fucks if i like Girls more then Guys! so ALL OF YOU can go FUCK YOUR SELVES!!!

Monday, April 28, 2008

Just A Other Day

Thats the way the cookie ages

Well its been a while... my birthday has passed, alot of stuff has gone down. Done something im proud of and not soo proud of an things that i regret, but i just try to push those things into the past, and try to forget to make it seam like nothing has happened.

It seams that everything that i have ever loved has been flushed away in a instant nothing is really the same anymore, people are changing too fast, an sometimes i just feel that im gettin left behind in this horrible cloud of uncertainty. What happened to the good ole' times hangin out in the big group gettin stoned laughing havein a few beers, now like we are all split up into little clicks and people hate each other mostly cause they changed to much, it kinda hurts to just stand by and watch this happen to my friends, we are basicly one big family in a way but latly all we have been doing is pickin it apart. I think about this even time we are all together... maybe its for the better maybe we should try to stop it i dunno but it think its really RETARDED what we are going to each other. Seriously we need to all talk again but who is going to listen to a sorry pathedic Sixteen year old....

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Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Tear Drops & Sighs

An thats the way the cookie crumbels...


Man sometimes i feel like im all alone in this world, you know what i mean? No matter how many people are around you you still feel like your felt in the dark. That is how my heart feels doesnt matter if he is around or not still feels that there is a hole there.

I think im going to give up there is no point... im stupid for trying like i swear im just not made out for this hole love thing but the feeling always stays. Now i just feel like there is no point in tryin and i should get my head out of my ass and tell him already... see what happeneds like seriously im going crazy, really cant handle this STUPID feeling anymore...

I will always will be jealous when the girls hit on him even tho i know he probably wont do anything with them but i like him i like him alot... i kinda feel even more stupid writen thing people are probably like what a fuckin retard... and Gill i know you where only sayin those things to be nice to me... but it would never happen it would never work out and we would be the weirdest couple in town... it probably wouldnt of last too long anyways cause of Jeff...

I think the next time i talk to him i will tell him i like him straight up, and see what happeneds... so lets start by gettin my hopes down and shit ... hmmm This fuckin suck

Friday, April 4, 2008

Mellow

An thats the way the cookie chills

Hey me again im chillin in creative writting class doing nothing but makin fun of mr. Leblanc... what a titty he is sometimes, its not like its a bad thing but it happeneds lol ...

*Sigh* I am tired as balls man lol mind is blank, wanting a smoke.... totally going to skipp third to go and look at cell phones cause i have a sub and she hates me and she will kick me out anyways, cause she is a whore a dirty dirty whore... mean old lady...

*Sigh* again... sitting here listen to other people convo's nothing very interesting...*sigh* im thirsty, and want to go home for a nap or something... i should go and get some coffee that would be kinda nice right now...

Oh got a funny memorie of me and tara lol when we were at Jb's last night when she tryed to kiss me and titty say lol and he had the face of a little boy walkin in on his parents having sex in the middle of the night, it was pretty funny. It was all fun and games but i think titty took it to a hole other world lol cause it is titty and he does these things. I love Tara she is funny to just bug and just to hang with, crazy stuff lol she all moody ^^, but that last night was the funniest thing Tara has ever done to me well exept the night when she attacked me in Gills room she was hiding in the closet and she jumps out and wraps her body around my wast and tells me to put the camera away lol oh what a funny night...

Thursday, April 3, 2008