An thats the way the cookie crumbels...
Man sometimes i feel like im all alone in this world, you know what i mean? No matter how many people are around you you still feel like your felt in the dark. That is how my heart feels doesnt matter if he is around or not still feels that there is a hole there.
I think im going to give up there is no point... im stupid for trying like i swear im just not made out for this hole love thing but the feeling always stays. Now i just feel like there is no point in tryin and i should get my head out of my ass and tell him already... see what happeneds like seriously im going crazy, really cant handle this STUPID feeling anymore...
I will always will be jealous when the girls hit on him even tho i know he probably wont do anything with them but i like him i like him alot... i kinda feel even more stupid writen thing people are probably like what a fuckin retard... and Gill i know you where only sayin those things to be nice to me... but it would never happen it would never work out and we would be the weirdest couple in town... it probably wouldnt of last too long anyways cause of Jeff...
I think the next time i talk to him i will tell him i like him straight up, and see what happeneds... so lets start by gettin my hopes down and shit ... hmmm This fuckin suck
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