Rambles

This cookie is will not crumble...

Well im not a a kind of person that likes to put her feelings out on paper or in this case a blog... but shit happends and i dunno about this hole blog thing.. but its mellow i guess... Right now im supose to go to coffee with Adam and Gill and probably others lol so i have to write this one fast.

Today was like a weird fuckin day man like i felt like i was fucked up on something good but towards the end of the day i felt like someone beat me up with bat, but now i feel good... maybe i was just hungry i didnt really eat anything all day...

I talked to my councellor i havent talked to her in like how long and it was good to catch up with her time to time.. but i should go see her more. She is pretty cool, and really funny... but she told me like the worst news today, next year i wont bealbe to see her cause she applyed for this thing, and she wont be seeing teenagers... only adults and i told her why? adults are not as exciting... and she just laughed at me... Im going to miss her... kinda going to feel a little empty with out her lookin over my shoulder time to time to see how i am doing. She wasnt only a councellor to me she was like a good friend... when she told me i kinda died a bit inside, it was horrible.She changed the subject tho to who i liked and it was crazy cause i couldnt stop smiling.. and she was all into it and was oh who is he and what does he look like does he go to school here.. and she was like if you dont tell me i can just find out a other way lol.. so i told her it was so funny ... she was like sooo does he like you and i just smiled an said i dunno and she was like dont be a pussy dear ask the stud out and i was like im soo shy and she was like fuck that and i was like i am and he is shy too and she didnt believe me lol ... but Gill and Parky are pickin me up for a cruse soo i gotta peace

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