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Thats the way the cookie stays...

Hmm the first night i have stayed home with my family in like a really long time.. kinda weird but it feels good to stay home and just chill in my house an watch some tv.

Im sitten there listen to my little sister laugh about my moms leg hair... what a weird little girl but its funny, long enough to brade it she says lol yummy lol. My dad is being a titty and is tring to show my mom his ass cause he thinks he has a blister or a bowel oh soo funny, I have never noticed how weird this family is till i just sit here and listen to what they talk too...I I am the quite one i just sit and chillin, well that is not true sometimes i can be just a ball. Hmm sometimes i wonder if anyone else notices that my family is a little off... but w.e i dont really care its not like im around then for people to know that i am related to them lol

I was downstairs before on my computer and my little sisters makeup was just chillin and i was bored and had nothing else better to do and i put some on, like some eye liner and some eyeshadow and i looked kinda awesome yea yea i know conceited but im now lol i was kidden... i might wear it time to time now accualy when i am not to lazy to put some on... but kinda wonder what people will think, or say probably nothing. when my little sister first say it she was all like EMO where's the swoop Jess hugh and i was like i just wanted to look like my little sister lol and she got mad at me it was funny.

Tonight im kinda in a werid mood i dunno if im sad or if im happy kinda in a confused feeling... maybe i should go to bed soon or something, cause i didnt get a good sleep last night, sat up and thought to much about retarted thing an about things my friend said to me about how he feels when he gets stoned and shit, now i kinda think about why it happeneds cause it happends to me too and it bugs me alot... but its mellow i guess i will get over it. I dont know why i think so much when im stoned or when i am alone, it bugs me like all this shit goes threw my head and i just sit there and think and think and think abuot this stuff and i cant stop it like races threw my mind like wild fire and when i try to tell someone about it my mind goes fuckin blank an i cant tell them. The world goes on right? well i dunno i have nothing more.

Peace Thanks for Reading...